Unconscious Questions:

These are just some stuff I have been wondering about recently. If you have any thoughts or feedback, let me know in the comments!

As a child with a paperback stuck between my 
Little fingers
My curiosity was held in high esteem
I soaked up the tiniest pieces of information with my sponge-like mind

Words tumbled out of me in a garbled language
Questions that kept me pondering 
The meaning of my seven years on this 
Infinite planet that spun through the galaxy on 
A tilted axis

When the sunlight came streaming through the kitchen windows
And the smell of Ma's freshly baked cookies
Wafted through the house 
My tantalized mind flung open the doors of 
Our cozy house
To bathe in its embrace
It shattered the barriers of our complacent 
Normalcy 
With questions that had yet to gave been asked
"Ma, how can you tell if you're unconscious?" 
I inquired with all the wonder I could muster

Though her conscious unconsciousness was unwilling to respond
i felt as though i had struck a deep nerve 
That rippled across the waves of her body and
Entered her phantom heart

She gave me a modest reply,
"The knowing is our undoing."
Confusing me for years to come

How can knowing destroy us
If seeking answers is how we learn
To unknow? 
How could our bodies and minds physically
Pause in the clutch of a world
That is constantly moving? 
Musn't we move with it?

365 days
8,760 hours 
525,600 minutes 
Every moment we spend
Soul-searching for our true purpose
And every other second we abandon our quest
To attend to the progression of the material world

So how could knowing become our undoing?
Knowlege might become our savior
If used correctly
It should not become a tool we're dependent on
But an idea given life by our existence
A weapon used to travel between external and internal 
Worlds

Without all of our questions knowledge cannot thrive
The question for me that will always survive the test of time
is who are we truly improving the world for if we don't focus on 
Our life's meaning first? 
Is there point in creating a better world for others if we don't
satisfy our own thirst?


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